DAY 6...

COUNT DOWN : DAY 6

Woke up at 2pm and ... my normal days starts by watching tv prog... My dad took my mom and my baby sis to Taiping...so it's just me and ashlyn at home...Until...I got hungry and cook maggi mee by myself with a rice cooker ( practising it b4 leaving home )... hmm...a piece of advice from me , MAGGI MEE TASTE BEST IF YOU COOK WITH POTS AND PANS.

Hate to say that I'm actually falling sick these days...I wear my jacket even it's hot in the afternoon cz I'm feeling so cold!!! Mayb I'm sick already? haiz...I edi swallowed 4 tablets of vitamin C !!! I hope that I will be alright by saturday...really nid the strength u noe? ...
I also chit-chat with my grandma and show her my luggage back which I've finish packing d...( there's all food and daily stuffs...)

I miss HIM!!! T.T

The week before going to cheras...

This week...of course there's happy times and sad moments...I wish I could stay here longer enough...but longer enough isn't longer enough...Greed is in everyone's heart...Even if I got to stay here longer, I will wish to stay here for a even longer period!!!

We got to separate again...duh...I'm so sad...I know I'm kinda desperate to leave home for study...but who knows? Maybe I have a brighter future there?! However, I dislike the feeling of being far from my family, my partner and of course my friends.

COUNT DOWN FROM DAY 7 :

Ming Chong ( I manage to spell my bf's name correctly!!) helped me with my shopping list and we spend 2 hrs to buy all the things in my list at Giant...omg!! Walked here and there, finding the things and small containers so that it would be easier for me to bring soya sauce or other cooking materials to my NEW HOME...LOL...both of us were like two crazy people, pushing a trolley here and there...It was a moment that I wouldn't forget...and SURPRISE!!! We spent RM92.10 on buying groceries!!! He's so good to me...and sometimes I feel that I should care bout him more you see...yeah...I definitely will and I will sure miss him lots!!! And what makes me wanna cry is that...He helped me so muchy!! And he cares for me so muchy!! He kept asking me whether I missed any of the things in my list, and he even lend me his BESTA dictionary cz I couldn't afford to buy one...T.T!!!! I'm so touched....T.T!!

Back to my family :

I just hope that my dad and mom will stays together forever , always happy and smilling...especially my dad ( Stop marah people d!!) and my mom ( Keep on being cute ba!!)...As for my cat cat sister and my mousie sis...^^ Be good to each other and start STUDYING!!!

Frankly speaking, actually the person that I "Kan Cheong" most now is my mom...It is still hard for her to let my fly on my own wings...I know the fact that she cares for me and she will be missing me...even now it's 7 days before 'the day'...everytime we talked bout me leaving home to cheras she will be like hugging me and said that she misses me...Although I will definitely misses everyone but I still have to be strong and move on bcuz I know it's my destiny to fulfill my dream ...We only have one chance to live... I hope that my mom will be fine, my sisters will not be starving anymore ( cz i cooked for them most of the time )...my dad, he knows how to take care of himself...little brownie must be fat fat, my grandpa and grandma stays healthy always, my uncle and his family too stay healthy, my aunt also must stay healthy, my best friends all must stay healthy!! And last but not least, my dear must stay healthy and must pass your exam with flying colours o!!!^^

P/s : DO NOT LET THE FEAR STRIKES YOU, KEEPS YOU OUT OF THE GAME!!

What defines a simple life?

As I was watching Mama-Mia...I discovered what a simple life will be...Owning a villa of your own...managing...having a kid of your own...It's like a dream come true...although it's not really defines a simple life...

What defines a simple life? Having a soulmate? Spending a life side-by-side? AND ALL WITH IT COMES WITH $$$?! Who discover the term --> MONEY$$ Anyway?!!??!?!!

What I really wants was to have a nice family of my own...A gud career...although i'm not tat kind of a career person...but that was wat i nid to do right now since i'm just going 18!!! This is what i nid to do right now...and...there's no nid to worry bout me soulmate^^cz I've already found myself a Mr. Right^^ And I'm sure we'll be fine although my parents are abit worried of our future and my future life...^^

Hmm...A simple life for me will be like living a small cottage, cook and did everything on our own...^^...Decorating the house with all the things we like...sewing my kids some nice blankets, making tea in the evening, eating toast for breakfast!! It is such a wonderful dream for me!! Unlike others, I prefer travelling on budget trips...^^...Getting hotels or even HOMESTAY programmes...which i will have the chance to experience the local life and what the locals do everyday...I love it!! I certainly dream of it!!

Although I'm too young to think of any of these, but I'm sure....a gud life needs a gud planning...and that's what I will do now...I will run my life wisely^^!! WIsh me luck!!^^

And I hope You will help me as well^^...muacks!!

I just wanna express my love to PINK!!!I love PINK!!! There's the only colour I LOVE now and ever!!!

I love pink!! Hey everyone, have u all noticed that i've transformed my blog into pink city?! Hmm...I'm looking forward to transform my entire house into PINK HOUSE!! haha!!But it is impossible...hehehe!!It's my dream...omg...imagine...whole house was painted in pink...i wonder what my neighbours will be thinking of me? A maniac? A going hysterical person?! hahaha!!

Recently, I was thinking...what is the most important thing in our life? Money$$$?? or relationships such as family, friends and partner... I still cannot get the right answer yet...It's really a hard n tough question u noe?! Am I making the right decision of supporting my partner always until he gets a suitable career? Am I making the right decision of following my own dreams? What Am I thinking?! OMG...I'm getting a headache...T.T....But I just can't throw away the fact that I love him....Of course, he's not a bad person though...he treat me nicely, respect me, a non-smoking guy, non-gambling guy...Is that not enuf to make him a perfect guy for me? I just want a simple life...I hope that my wish will come true...which is....Bla bla bla bla...( It's a secret eh!! My own secret^^) Of course, for cancerians, family, friends and partner are always da first^^.

A Country Girl's Diary...^^

A country girl...this is wat I was and this town is wat I used to be..but things gotta change!! And it is time for a country girl like me to explore a city life...After thinking for quite some time, I probably need to get myself on my luggage bags, writing a list of what I should bring to KL, cleaning my ROOM!!! It's so...!!! I can't decide what to bring !! It's a heck of a list!!

Like what shows in the calendar...3/1/2009...It's just after 2 weeks...and after that I will be staying at kl...as I recall my childhood here in Sitiawan, I was so happy...wow...This is where i belong to...the place where i grow up...the place where i first noe hw to read ABC or say papa n mama^^or even 123...the place i started talking and recognise family and friendship...and the place which I met my partner...everything ...all of my memory belongs to here...

I love my family, my friends and my partner so much...Although I will be leaving here after 2 weeks...but i will cherish the moment of us being together...for so long time...although now it is time for me to bid farewell with all of you...Must be happy although we'll be separated after secondary school!!!!!I will always be thinking of u!!

My diary...friday till sunday...meaningful days^^

Finally I got the chance to meet him after waiting for a month...(unaware of wat i could be if i've to wait for him next year when he's in s'pore working...sob sob....) I was so happy that day...luckily i still manage to control my tears from rolling down from my cheeks...I hold his hand...and he holds mine...I felt i wanna cry...!!!
We went out eating McDonalds on that night...hehe!! After that, he send me back home...hahahaha!!cz its edi late night liao...nid to go back jor...blek^^XD

We went out again the next day morning...at 11.30am...We ate our breakfast and he took me to boutiques and buy me clothes...I'm so touched...but i noe...i can't keep spending his money...cz i noe he worked very hard to earn a living...so, i just picked two of the dresses instead of 4 although i like them all so much...^^THen, he bought himself a T-shirt and a belt for his grandma's birthday party!!cz she's 80 edi!!! After shopping for da whole day, i sang birthday song to him...and he opened the present i bought for him^^which is a pink T-shirt^^cz i love pink...so i bought it for him so he could remember me always^^hehe. That was da most meaningful day of my life!!! After that, i followed him to where his frens belanja makan...haha!!They eat so much...6-7 dishes for only 7 people...haha!!And our stomach was so full!!!However, I nid to buy a tiramisu cake for my sisters...cz i edi promised. So i went to Paris and buy it...but when i reached home..there was no one....!!!I was so mad!!We go round and round around my taman!!hahaa!!luckily he's my bf...if not i sure got scolded by him...then we rushed to Giant to giv my sis her CAKE!!!zzz...i was so mad...i keep mumbling all the way from Sitiawan to Giant...hahahaha!! then we rushed back to da cinema so tat we could buy ourself tickets for TRANSPORTER 3!!10.15pm!!hehe^^there we met our frens which is Vick Goh..hahaha!!I hardly recognised him..ehhe^^I got back home before 12.30am...hahaha!!And my grandpa was waiting for me...hahahaha!!

Today, I woke up exactly 11.15am...i called him...my bf jz wake up from sleep^^hehe!!lolx!!And his bro told him that his grandma's birthday celebration was at 1pm!!!!!!!!!zzz....he told me it was at 7pm...hahahahaha!!Then i rushed , bathed, put on my wardrobe, make ups....haiz!!I even have to wear high heels to make me taller...cz that's the only way...T.T...hahaha!!
We arrived at Ah Hing Restaurant...His mom and his families , relatives...and of course...his grandma^^ We greet her happy birthday and she gave us ang paus...(red packets)...And we sat on the table nearby...and i sat next to his mom^^hehe!!His family was so nice to me and keep telling me to eat and eat^^hehe!!And i met his cousin Kai Wen too^^She was so stylish and cute^^hehe...^^

T.T....Rain rain go away...haiz....Unfornately it started raining around 8pm...it was pouring...raining cats and dogs...Otherwise, he protect me from the rain with an umbrella^^hehe!!I'm so touched!!!Walking under the rain...it was so romantic...I will definitely remember today^^...Walking under the rain...side by side...T.T!!! And We oso got my necklace fixed!! After such a tired day, we went to KFC^^ and ordered ourselves 2 snack plate n a regular fries!!hehe!!And we talked and talked...without realising wat time it is...but...finally i got to go home...cz if i did not...my parents will be worrying sick of me...so...its time for me to get back...

I will definitely miss him alot after today...and tomorrow...and tomorrow...and tomorrow...!!!!
Need to wait a week more before we can meet again...T.T!!I miss him!!I really do!!!

Yeah!!Succeed!!!

I got it...I got accepted to the college...Yes!!!!!!!!!!YEAH!!!!!!!!I'm so happy!!!!!

Not knowing what my future is...I will continue and fight for my dream!!

I just can't stay here and do nothing...I will be flying after SPM!!Flying!!!Although its hard to "survive" at a foreign state, foreign town, n a foreign city...but its worth a try!!

ALL FOR ONE DREAM --->

FULFILLING MY DREAMS as being one of the background movie/drama/reality shows producing team!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Trial Result...I've improved...

I've improved in my trial result.
Although it's not much, but I got to keep it going because It's my ONLY HOPE!!

My Trial Result :

1. BM - A1
2. BI - A2
3. BC - C5
4. MA - C5
5. MT - 9G
6. EST - A1
7. ICT - B4
8. SN - B3
9. PM - A2
10. SJ - D7
11.AK - E8

I'm still far from my target, but At least I've improved!!Gambathe everyone!!!

Desperate, desperate and desperate...Stupid cocurriculum...Needed form 4 and form 5's marks again...real stupiak...why the Ministry got to put it so hard in everyone? Just get the marks from the clubs, that's all!!Why we need another record book to do it?! Waste time, energy and PAPER!!

4/10/2008..Left a day before school reopens...

Oh My GOSH!!! It's Saturday already...time passed so fast....I've wasted my "one-week" Holidays by being a sleep pig?! USELESS Man!!!

Anyway, if I count it properly...I still left 30+ days before the real SPM exam starts...It's all about revision, revision AND revision...ARGH!!!

Look back at my SPM Aims :

1. Pend. MOral - A1
2. BM - A2
3. BI - A1
4. BC - B3 or B4
5. EST - A2
6. MA- A1
7. MT - B4 or C5
8. AK - A2
9. ICT - A1
10. SN - A1
11. SJ - A1

(*ToTal = 9As)

Can I achieve it?
Will I achieve it?

NO!! I MUST ACHIEVE IT !!!
ITS IMPORTANT FOR ME TO ACHIEVE SCHOLARSHIPS!!

GAMBATHE!!!

25/9/2008....IS IT A TEMPORARILY BREAK?!

Is it a temporarily break for us Form 5s? I think not...

Addmaths is real tough...the standard is real high...I nearly fainted in the exam hall...Still, I was able to get myself through it...just kept on letting myself "fell in love" with MT!!!
However, I was not as good as others...I was so tensed...and even cried while doing MT...lolx!!I'm such a crying baby...I was not in a good mood that day...

Today, what I did was trying my best to get a PASS in MT...same as old days...It sucks!
I hate this feeling...I just hate it!! Why I just can't get a PASS in MT? Like everyone else? IS IT really so hard?? I just have to put more effort in it...

Despite that, I'm so happy now because he will come back to S'wan tomorrow!!hehe^^I could have a 2 days break anyway...try not to be stressed out^^...

SPM years were quite enjoying...It's only the result that scares people off...I just have to put in more effort in order to score in the exam...GAMBATHE guys n gals!!Especially my pals!!hehe^^

GAMBATHE TO ALL OF US!!!!

Follow my dreams or just leave it there??

What should I do?

Leave behind my dreams and just become a teacher for the entire life?!

It's 18/9/2008!!

It's exam break...just temporarily...still have two more days to go...

Suddenly, everything just like wanna dissappear...my friends, my home, my school, my life...my whole life here in Sitiawan..its like...URGH!!!!Don't even THINK ABOUT IT!!

ITs trial recently...thinking about nothing but homework and STUDIES (its a good one)...

Life is dull and boring without music...its so long I didn't compose a song of my own...its so long...even if i done a song...its useless...

SPM!!!Trial is just the beginning...11/112008!!SPM!!!

SPM AIMS:
1. Pendidikan MOral - A1
2. BM - A2
3.BI - A1
4.BC - B3 or B4
5.EST - A2
6.MA - A1
7.MT - C5 its better if i can get B4
8.AK - A2
9.ICT - A1
10. SN - A1
11.SJ - A1

Trial is just the beginning...GAMBATHE!!!!

Interact Conference 2007 in Penang...

>>> After leaving school at 7.30pm in the morning...we finally had the chance to makan after the 'belum minum pagi' situation...haiz...but jz me which hasn't ate any breakfast...ahaha...

This is what i took for breakfast on my journey to Penang!!^^ Fried Bee hoon and mango juice at the R&R...

We reached USM, Penang at about 11 something and got checked into our rooms with our roommates...hehe...after getting the bedsheets and pillowcase...i walked alone to my room..creepy right? Most of us did that the first day, we even thought of we had to sleep alone cuz not one of our roommates appeared!!Luckily...Wei Xin reached our room after I left da room...wakakaka!! And I met another fren of hers that's Yan Xin and Jolin. hehe^^.

2.15pm - gathered at the cafeteria after taking our lunches...Walked to the Dewan which is near to our dorms...and we were brief by Rotarians and Rotaractors about Do's and Don'ts during our stay there...It was so creepy...but we still enjoyed ourselves...haha...

The first night...we had fellowship dinner and some games after we've been divided into different teams. The first game was like okok...hahaha...but when we heard rotaract Bernert saying that it was jz an appetizer for us, we were....terkejut but cnot terserlah pada muka...hahaha...nw...the real thing came...we had such a brutal game...

"Choose 5 girls and 5 guys from your group and sit down and form a small circle inside...the rest move to form a big circle outside..." We had to stand on one foot and jump all the way , push our opponents down one by one in order to succeed. Our team manage to remain much more longer than the other but unfortunately when we wanna hit the team beside us...BOOMBADAM!5 of our team members fell...what left for us..is jz...another 5 tiny weeny...4 girls and 1 guys group..including me...hahaha!!We fell jz the moment the other team bang at us...hahaha!!

The next day, we get ourselves in our school uniform and prepare to get on the bus to go to the another side of USM...CONFERENCE HALL.

Dinner Time!!^^ S-T-A-R-V-I-N-G!! TEAM 18 ROCKZZ!!!!

TO BE CONTINUE........

Interact Club of SMJK Nan Hwa之旧物品回收计划。。。

Interact Collecting Used Items project !!!

If you hav any clothes, bags, books, watches, clocks, or what ever that u wanna throw ...

DUN THROW YET!!!! BRING IT TO US!!!

LOCATION : IN FRONT OF DEWAN KULIAH.
SCHOOL : SMJK NAN HWA, SITIAWAN, PERAK, MALAYSIA.
DATE : 12 - 14 NOVEMBER...MONDAY, TUESDAY, WEDNESDAY ONLY!!!
TIME : 11am - 3pm!!!

THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!

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Hi everyone!!I'm here to do nothing but blog!!

This is my first blogspot.com blog!!^^wee!!(congratulations to me) lolx!
Anyway, I jz finished my work jz nw and nw i'm soo soo sleepy...perhaps i could get myself some sleep later? or get myself a latte or KOPI-O..the traditional one? lolx!!Or get myself to the nearest 24hrs Mamak stalls??^^
Its 1215am in the morning...I'm soo soo sleepy...getting myself panda eyes if i continue...
My life in school recently...:
- fond of "walking here and there" to look for TEACHERS and Co- Curriculum Master...
- Getting myself busy again...not tat i wanted it...its the 'special conditions'...
- Not knowing y i nid to go to school cz recently most of the teachers did not attend our class...lolx!! ( not jz our class. )
- Get myself on the ground now...studying MT...bt still know nothing bout it...sob T.T...berusaha bersungguh-sungguh tapi dgn teknik yg berkesan says cikgu Tiang...but how??lolx!!damn sux man...for the whole year dunno wat MT!!!and wat bout the portfolio??sux!!!Cikgu tak ajar pun bagaimana nak selesaikan folio tersebut...!!!#$@#%%#$#

Haiz...keeping GOING ON!!!Numb - Linkin Park..nice song u know!!