够力到～～～
傻妹生病了。。。够力吧？哈哈哈！最近傻妹发傻，头发长了就形成厚厚又翘翘的半长发！傻妹一气之下就到GC理发院解决掉它！想当天，傻妹好累哦。。。理发时竟然睡着了！哈哈哈！很难想象勒？也蛮佩服当天帮我理发的姐姐，谢谢你忍受一个理发到一半睡着的傻妹当你的客人！哈哈哈哈哈。。。
前几天都发生了很多事情，也蛮难形容的。但也好啦，事情过了就好。。。只是不想朋友因为我而改变整个人，生气我也好，反正是应该的。。。其实很多事情都有口难言。。。很多东西不是讲出来就算了。。。想当年的我，为了他好。。。也为他做了很多事情是他不知道的。。。鼓励他。。。很多很多。。。为了面子我往往都不说。。。也许问题很早就有了。。。只是我没察觉。。。若要我说，我看我会说很多。。。希望他会更有自信。。。有句话想说：“目前你要怎样糟蹋你自己也好，希望到头来你自己会懂得为你自己想，反正错的人是我，我也不能说什么。。。或许你能把所有问题都怪在我身上我无所谓，可是我还是希望你想想看出在你身上的问题。。。希望你找到你人生中的目标。。。不要再浪费时间了。”
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Monday, June 1, 2009
傻妹失败了。。。”专业“？公私分明？傻妹无法兼顾。。。真是失败。。。
今天上了很多很有意思的课，那就是节目主持，电影史和戏剧概论！超好的！
节目主持：
主持人具备的条件，外在和内在。omg。。。超困难。。。突然发觉原来掌握多种语言是不简单的。“人生有多少个十年？要做就去做！”
电影史：
老师让我们看了Singing In The Rain这部电影，知道如今的“影片”是从以前默剧改变出来的！那个片子里边的演员们都很棒，相信现在很难找到那么多才多艺的演员了。。。
戏剧概论：
今天老师在课堂上要我们做art appreciation之类的东西，我，阿婆和家荣选了一副chagall画的画，也在众多人面前解释我们对此画的感觉。最让我留下深刻印象的事，老师为了让我们了解构图和戏剧的关连，竟然现场来了一部“校花校草相遇记”！ 利用我们的眼睛（闭着眼睛=black out）和 action 。。。就如effects一样！很真实！真有意思！
放学了。。。
今天4.15pm放学。。。之后就去练习团康舞（没和他一起回宿舍。。。）
之前傻妹曾说过友情，爱情都要兼顾得好。。。现在傻妹有点怀疑自己的能力。。。让他等了傻妹这么久。。。傻妹大概下午5点才练完团康舞回家。。。（傻妹兼顾到友情，有事情忙。。。因为迎新会要到了。。。却忽略了他。。。让他等了）
这并不是傻妹想要的！！！我不要这样。。。可是没法。。。
之后主任来查宿舍。。。也没什么时间和他聊到话。。。6点多就和ah ham，伟班和阿婆讨论功课。。。也没和他聊到话。。。
7pm。。。到善美吃晚餐。。。看到他样子很苍白。。。可是自己也不能说什么。。。不让他喝凉水，叫了一杯100plus给他。。。之后陪他回宿舍后才放心走人。。。但那时我的心情并不好受。。。毕竟他生病。。。我却得赶紧练习团康舞。。。可是。。。公私分明。。。我也不可以因为这样而拖延大家的时间。。。因为我之前都没和大家练习过。。。haiz。。。只好收拾心情。。。可是也不能让朋友知道我很想陪他，毕竟大家都这么努力！我也要努力搞好我的本分！
但过后我还是不放心，买了一瓶橙汁给他喝。。。也一直sms他和call他。。。因为。。。担心！～我也不懂做么会这样。。。但也很内疚没陪他。。。
12.30am。。。我和朋友们在eon mamak喝完茶回来。。。他不像平常那样在客厅听歌。。。很奇怪。。。也很担心。。。因为一直call他都没人接。。。过后就叫小朋友（柏誉）帮我开他房门，haiz。。。他睡着了。。。傻妹那时的心情。。。好难过。。。很内疚。。。很伤心。。。我竟然让他一个人！他生病！！我竟然因为有事情忙而忽略了他！！！好想哭。。。haiz。。。
公私分明。。。傻妹要如何兼顾这一切。。。虽然他肯定说不怪我。。。可是我自己很内疚。。。应该怎样做呢？T.T
节目主持：
主持人具备的条件，外在和内在。omg。。。超困难。。。突然发觉原来掌握多种语言是不简单的。“人生有多少个十年？要做就去做！”
电影史：
老师让我们看了Singing In The Rain这部电影，知道如今的“影片”是从以前默剧改变出来的！那个片子里边的演员们都很棒，相信现在很难找到那么多才多艺的演员了。。。
戏剧概论：
今天老师在课堂上要我们做art appreciation之类的东西，我，阿婆和家荣选了一副chagall画的画，也在众多人面前解释我们对此画的感觉。最让我留下深刻印象的事，老师为了让我们了解构图和戏剧的关连，竟然现场来了一部“校花校草相遇记”！ 利用我们的眼睛（闭着眼睛=black out）和 action 。。。就如effects一样！很真实！真有意思！
放学了。。。
今天4.15pm放学。。。之后就去练习团康舞（没和他一起回宿舍。。。）
之前傻妹曾说过友情，爱情都要兼顾得好。。。现在傻妹有点怀疑自己的能力。。。让他等了傻妹这么久。。。傻妹大概下午5点才练完团康舞回家。。。（傻妹兼顾到友情，有事情忙。。。因为迎新会要到了。。。却忽略了他。。。让他等了）
这并不是傻妹想要的！！！我不要这样。。。可是没法。。。
之后主任来查宿舍。。。也没什么时间和他聊到话。。。6点多就和ah ham，伟班和阿婆讨论功课。。。也没和他聊到话。。。
7pm。。。到善美吃晚餐。。。看到他样子很苍白。。。可是自己也不能说什么。。。不让他喝凉水，叫了一杯100plus给他。。。之后陪他回宿舍后才放心走人。。。但那时我的心情并不好受。。。毕竟他生病。。。我却得赶紧练习团康舞。。。可是。。。公私分明。。。我也不可以因为这样而拖延大家的时间。。。因为我之前都没和大家练习过。。。haiz。。。只好收拾心情。。。可是也不能让朋友知道我很想陪他，毕竟大家都这么努力！我也要努力搞好我的本分！
但过后我还是不放心，买了一瓶橙汁给他喝。。。也一直sms他和call他。。。因为。。。担心！～我也不懂做么会这样。。。但也很内疚没陪他。。。
12.30am。。。我和朋友们在eon mamak喝完茶回来。。。他不像平常那样在客厅听歌。。。很奇怪。。。也很担心。。。因为一直call他都没人接。。。过后就叫小朋友（柏誉）帮我开他房门，haiz。。。他睡着了。。。傻妹那时的心情。。。好难过。。。很内疚。。。很伤心。。。我竟然让他一个人！他生病！！我竟然因为有事情忙而忽略了他！！！好想哭。。。haiz。。。
公私分明。。。傻妹要如何兼顾这一切。。。虽然他肯定说不怪我。。。可是我自己很内疚。。。应该怎样做呢？T.T
Sunday, May 31, 2009
唯一的假期之星期天
今天好累哦。。。现在几乎每一天都好忙。。。其实，也不知道在忙些什么。。。omg。。。真是的。。。够力到。。。～～haiz。。。幸好宿舍的朋友们都很sampat的。。。每天玩下玩下。。。呼呼～～超爽的！累的时候也可以看看我的honey和baby。。。还有它们的babies。。。hohoho！！超开心。。。它们超可爱的。。。真的让我的心情放松很多。。。
昨天4.15pm就放学了。。。好累哦。。。也不懂做么。。。坐着坐着我就睡着了。。。而我睡醒的时候已经是晚上8点了！我的天啊！竟然忘了时间！还好，当我打电话给姑姑的时候他们还没帮婆婆庆祝生日。。。好伤心哦。。。真的好想回乡。。。算了～haiz。。。～重点是！在我打电话的同时他又坐在我旁边。。。eee。。。丢脸了！我竟然因为很想婆婆而流泪。。。还被他看到。。。omg。。。够力！
今天唯一一次7点起来！哇！then我们就到tun razak那里去拍照。。。哈哈哈！蛮好玩了。。可是因为昨晚不够睡所以好想睡。。。还有黑眼圈。。paiseh了。。。幸好有photoshop！超爱这个software！哈哈！因为它可以消掉我的pimples！！！hohohohoho！！还有眼袋和黑圆圈！！hohohohoho！！
拍完照后就到看老哥玩Initial-D。。。哈哈！过后我们就到糖水铺去吃饭。。。但我喝fucuk barli 糖水！hohoho！！还有茶冰。。。重点是在过后。。。由于他陪他姑姑去shopping吗。。。由于我的钥匙在他那里。。。haiz。。。还好有老哥，老哥就跑跟他拿咯。。。傻妹就站在一边。。。好开心哦！原来他看到我们走后就立刻走出来。。。哈哈！但我们去maybank拿钱。。。过后他却坐在车里！！！气～！！！！哈哈哈！但我有爽到。。。哈哈哈！虽然我一直说我不爽他。。。但由于他见状就一直解释。。。呼呼～！超爽的。。。呵呵！过后还牵手。。。哈哈哈！！！开心开心～！！
傻妹开心之星期天～～！！！
昨天4.15pm就放学了。。。好累哦。。。也不懂做么。。。坐着坐着我就睡着了。。。而我睡醒的时候已经是晚上8点了！我的天啊！竟然忘了时间！还好，当我打电话给姑姑的时候他们还没帮婆婆庆祝生日。。。好伤心哦。。。真的好想回乡。。。算了～haiz。。。～重点是！在我打电话的同时他又坐在我旁边。。。eee。。。丢脸了！我竟然因为很想婆婆而流泪。。。还被他看到。。。omg。。。够力！
今天唯一一次7点起来！哇！then我们就到tun razak那里去拍照。。。哈哈哈！蛮好玩了。。可是因为昨晚不够睡所以好想睡。。。还有黑眼圈。。paiseh了。。。幸好有photoshop！超爱这个software！哈哈！因为它可以消掉我的pimples！！！hohohohoho！！还有眼袋和黑圆圈！！hohohohoho！！
拍完照后就到看老哥玩Initial-D。。。哈哈！过后我们就到糖水铺去吃饭。。。但我喝fucuk barli 糖水！hohoho！！还有茶冰。。。重点是在过后。。。由于他陪他姑姑去shopping吗。。。由于我的钥匙在他那里。。。haiz。。。还好有老哥，老哥就跑跟他拿咯。。。傻妹就站在一边。。。好开心哦！原来他看到我们走后就立刻走出来。。。哈哈！但我们去maybank拿钱。。。过后他却坐在车里！！！气～！！！！哈哈哈！但我有爽到。。。哈哈哈！虽然我一直说我不爽他。。。但由于他见状就一直解释。。。呼呼～！超爽的。。。呵呵！过后还牵手。。。哈哈哈！！！开心开心～！！
傻妹开心之星期天～～！！！
Saturday, May 30, 2009
傻妹之领悟篇2
最近不知怎么了，傻妹好像少了一条antenna这样，傻妹已不只是傻妹，反而变成超傻妹。或许是真的遇见了一个跟自己很像的人也很喜欢他，才这么怕失去他。其实，傻妹想说的是，傻妹觉得两个很像的人在一起，其实是种缘分。虽然两个很像的人会面对吵架或冷战的风险，可是傻妹想说的是，由于两个人很相像，比较容易知道对方究竟在想什么，最后问题还是能解决的。
以前傻妹都单纯地认为，同样性格和个性的人match在一起只会打架，而因此分裂。就像北极和北极，南极和南极，同样poles的东西是不能粘在一起的。可是，现在的傻妹反而不觉得这个观念是对的。现在和他在一起，虽然表面上傻妹经常让他没有面子因为傻妹喜欢在众人面前欺负他，他也喜欢在少人时欺负傻妹，或许是傻妹超笨吧。。。傻妹偏偏就喜欢这种相处模式。。。奇怪的是，虽然两个人才刚刚在一起没多久，可是仿佛在一起很久了。。。有时，可真的有那种在一起很久了的感觉。。。对傻妹而言，真的很满足了。。。
现在的傻妹，虽然重色轻友，时常冷落了好友阿婆。。。害她每天参朋友或独自一个人，不再像以前那样整天和她走在一起，还冷落了一班朋友，傻妹几乎都在搞自闭，通常都和他在一起。。。可是，或许是傻妹笨和自私吧，想把握现在拥有的幸福。。。因为傻妹知道之后的日子彼此都会很忙。。。很难见到对方。。。只想把握现在的时间相处多一点，这样就够了。。。
其实，不知为何，自从和他一起，傻妹对很多事情都改观，学着不那么容易吃醋，学着容忍，学着等待，学了很多很多。。。以前的傻妹是不会这样的。。。也不知为何。。。傻妹就变得更傻了。。。就连以前霸道的性格也消失了。。。就算有些霸道，也是表面而已。。。现在的傻妹，伤心也只会默默躲在一旁哭，哭完了就振作起来，继续往前走。。。
比如说，华文科。其实傻妹的华文程度真的是超烂的，也曾经自卑过，因为现在的课大多数都是以华文教学，就连很多课业也是以华文为主。。。说真的，刚开始傻妹真的很辛苦，很累。。。但也只会默默流泪。。。泪干了就继续念下去。。。只会一直不停地提醒自己：“只要继续努力，会有成功的一天。”也有点感觉最近冷落了啥么的朋友们，很少和大家聊聊。。。其实真的很不好意思。。。傻妹大多数的时间都在当“书虫”。。。其实傻妹看的是华文书。。。纯粹只想提升自己的华文程度而已。。。就给傻妹一点点时间去平衡吧。。。
来到了这里念书，才发现原来傻妹有很多东西都不懂。以前有很多观念都是错误的。。。突然发现傻妹真的有很多东西是需要学习的。。。想着想着。。。得学的东西真的是太多太多了。。。傻妹很多东西都是半桶水。。。这导致傻妹很吃亏。。。就连作曲也得花很长的时间，自弹自唱也不是很标青。。。语文程度也渐渐下降。。。很多software也不会用。。。好心痛。。。觉得以前真的浪费太多时间了。。。现在一时之间要补回真的是有它的难度。。。
今天，家人都在帮婆婆庆祝生日。。。傻妹很内疚。。。因为傻妹没回家乡替婆婆庆祝生日。。。本来傻妹想回的。。。可是回到那里已经是半夜了。。。隔天又得回来kl。。。所以姑姑不大赞成我搭车回。。。好伤心哦。。。haiz。。。离乡的游子。。。第一年离开家乡就没和家人一同庆祝母亲节，就连婆婆的生日也没回去！！！！！好无奈。。。可是没法。。。无奈。。。只有往前走。。。伤心也没用。。。只有默默承受。。。继续加油。。。
以前傻妹都单纯地认为，同样性格和个性的人match在一起只会打架，而因此分裂。就像北极和北极，南极和南极，同样poles的东西是不能粘在一起的。可是，现在的傻妹反而不觉得这个观念是对的。现在和他在一起，虽然表面上傻妹经常让他没有面子因为傻妹喜欢在众人面前欺负他，他也喜欢在少人时欺负傻妹，或许是傻妹超笨吧。。。傻妹偏偏就喜欢这种相处模式。。。奇怪的是，虽然两个人才刚刚在一起没多久，可是仿佛在一起很久了。。。有时，可真的有那种在一起很久了的感觉。。。对傻妹而言，真的很满足了。。。
现在的傻妹，虽然重色轻友，时常冷落了好友阿婆。。。害她每天参朋友或独自一个人，不再像以前那样整天和她走在一起，还冷落了一班朋友，傻妹几乎都在搞自闭，通常都和他在一起。。。可是，或许是傻妹笨和自私吧，想把握现在拥有的幸福。。。因为傻妹知道之后的日子彼此都会很忙。。。很难见到对方。。。只想把握现在的时间相处多一点，这样就够了。。。
其实，不知为何，自从和他一起，傻妹对很多事情都改观，学着不那么容易吃醋，学着容忍，学着等待，学了很多很多。。。以前的傻妹是不会这样的。。。也不知为何。。。傻妹就变得更傻了。。。就连以前霸道的性格也消失了。。。就算有些霸道，也是表面而已。。。现在的傻妹，伤心也只会默默躲在一旁哭，哭完了就振作起来，继续往前走。。。
比如说，华文科。其实傻妹的华文程度真的是超烂的，也曾经自卑过，因为现在的课大多数都是以华文教学，就连很多课业也是以华文为主。。。说真的，刚开始傻妹真的很辛苦，很累。。。但也只会默默流泪。。。泪干了就继续念下去。。。只会一直不停地提醒自己：“只要继续努力，会有成功的一天。”也有点感觉最近冷落了啥么的朋友们，很少和大家聊聊。。。其实真的很不好意思。。。傻妹大多数的时间都在当“书虫”。。。其实傻妹看的是华文书。。。纯粹只想提升自己的华文程度而已。。。就给傻妹一点点时间去平衡吧。。。
来到了这里念书，才发现原来傻妹有很多东西都不懂。以前有很多观念都是错误的。。。突然发现傻妹真的有很多东西是需要学习的。。。想着想着。。。得学的东西真的是太多太多了。。。傻妹很多东西都是半桶水。。。这导致傻妹很吃亏。。。就连作曲也得花很长的时间，自弹自唱也不是很标青。。。语文程度也渐渐下降。。。很多software也不会用。。。好心痛。。。觉得以前真的浪费太多时间了。。。现在一时之间要补回真的是有它的难度。。。
今天，家人都在帮婆婆庆祝生日。。。傻妹很内疚。。。因为傻妹没回家乡替婆婆庆祝生日。。。本来傻妹想回的。。。可是回到那里已经是半夜了。。。隔天又得回来kl。。。所以姑姑不大赞成我搭车回。。。好伤心哦。。。haiz。。。离乡的游子。。。第一年离开家乡就没和家人一同庆祝母亲节，就连婆婆的生日也没回去！！！！！好无奈。。。可是没法。。。无奈。。。只有往前走。。。伤心也没用。。。只有默默承受。。。继续加油。。。
Thursday, May 28, 2009
好久没有更新部落格了。。。傻妹之部落～
不知不觉，我傻妹离开sitiawan这小地方到kl这大地方也有四个多月了。。。刚来时真的是满怀心志，觉得自己的能力是足以让自己在这大地方发挥自己的潜质，可是我渐渐发觉自己并没有什么比得上其他人的能力，我，也只不过是一只小小的country mouse。。。
可是，庆幸的是，傻妹在这儿遇到的每一个人都对傻妹很好，大家都很照顾我。。。当然，傻妹也在这里遇到一个跟我一样傻傻的uncle aw，阿婆家族, 宿舍成员们，哥哥，大嫂，还后很多很多。。。哈哈！真的很珍惜这个缘分。。。有句话我铭记在心：“能相遇是大家的缘分，就要看你自己如何去维持。”
Sem 2。。。的确比之前的自己成熟了很多。。。自认华语底子不好的我只好更加努力增进自己的华语基础，脸皮也要够厚每天讲广东话让自己能掌握好。。。（但，说得很好笑，哈哈～）Sem 2。。。对我而言。。。是一个蛮难熬的学期。。。华语！我来啦～！！！！
hmm。。。要睡了。。。不然又会被人催去睡了。。。T.T。。。可是很幸福。。。hoho～呼呼～
可是，庆幸的是，傻妹在这儿遇到的每一个人都对傻妹很好，大家都很照顾我。。。当然，傻妹也在这里遇到一个跟我一样傻傻的uncle aw，阿婆家族, 宿舍成员们，哥哥，大嫂，还后很多很多。。。哈哈！真的很珍惜这个缘分。。。有句话我铭记在心：“能相遇是大家的缘分，就要看你自己如何去维持。”
Sem 2。。。的确比之前的自己成熟了很多。。。自认华语底子不好的我只好更加努力增进自己的华语基础，脸皮也要够厚每天讲广东话让自己能掌握好。。。（但，说得很好笑，哈哈～）Sem 2。。。对我而言。。。是一个蛮难熬的学期。。。华语！我来啦～！！！！
hmm。。。要睡了。。。不然又会被人催去睡了。。。T.T。。。可是很幸福。。。hoho～呼呼～
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
不要来！
傻妹驾到！
我是傻妹，傻妹是我，名副其实的傻妹加kampung妹，总结起来就是傻傻的我！哈哈哈！
我是傻妹。。。这名字很适合我。。
傻妹病了。。。是活该的。。。
傻妹放弃了原有的幸福，目的为了追求所谓的“一片天”，所谓的“前途”，伤害了对傻妹最好的人。。。
傻妹病了。。。现在傻妹得靠自己照顾自己，不能再依赖他，是时候放下过去。。。因为傻妹伤害了他。。。全是傻妹的错。。。不知应否继续自责。。。那是傻妹的错。。。
傻妹啊，傻妹。。。现在的傻妹只想一个人。。。不要靠近傻妹！靠近傻妹是一种罪过！傻妹只想要一个人的生活。。。
我是傻妹，傻妹是我，名副其实的傻妹加kampung妹，总结起来就是傻傻的我！哈哈哈！
我是傻妹。。。这名字很适合我。。
傻妹病了。。。是活该的。。。
傻妹放弃了原有的幸福，目的为了追求所谓的“一片天”，所谓的“前途”，伤害了对傻妹最好的人。。。
傻妹病了。。。现在傻妹得靠自己照顾自己，不能再依赖他，是时候放下过去。。。因为傻妹伤害了他。。。全是傻妹的错。。。不知应否继续自责。。。那是傻妹的错。。。
傻妹啊，傻妹。。。现在的傻妹只想一个人。。。不要靠近傻妹！靠近傻妹是一种罪过！傻妹只想要一个人的生活。。。
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
該面對還是要面對。。。
生活在傻妹的世界。。。其實也蠻好的。。。不想理太多。。。理太多反而愛管閑事。。。不理就不理。。。傻妹萬歲！
不管人家如何看待我，我只知道我對別人好，我不串。。。我做好自己該做的事。。。對得起我自己。。。這就足夠。。。
現在的我，不理別的事，只管自己以后的前途。。。只知道，現在不努力。。。以后什么都沒了。。。
說我悲觀嗎？我不這么認為。。。
不管人家如何看待我，我只知道我對別人好，我不串。。。我做好自己該做的事。。。對得起我自己。。。這就足夠。。。
現在的我，不理別的事，只管自己以后的前途。。。只知道，現在不努力。。。以后什么都沒了。。。
說我悲觀嗎？我不這么認為。。。
傻妹！駕到！
最進發生了很多事。。。只知道很氣。。。就是氣！
我不說什么不代表我不知道。。。
我沉默寡言，不代表我是啞巴。。。
啞巴也有眼睛。。。
有些話不用說到這么絕。。。
有些動作不用那么刻意。。
選擇當傻妹。。。不想被這么多東西困擾。。。
做好我的本分就好。。。
吃麥當勞最好！！
我不說什么不代表我不知道。。。
我沉默寡言，不代表我是啞巴。。。
啞巴也有眼睛。。。
有些話不用說到這么絕。。。
有些動作不用那么刻意。。
選擇當傻妹。。。不想被這么多東西困擾。。。
做好我的本分就好。。。
吃麥當勞最好！！
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
我的手机被偷了！
一切发生得太突然了。。。没人能预料到此事件的发生。。。当时的我虽然没表露出一丝慌张。。。可是，若这种事情发生在你身上，你能不慌吗？你能不紧张吗？你会不伤心吗？
无法相信，我现在已没了电话。为何会那么倒霉？虽然那电话不是很值钱，可是那毕竟是陪伴我两年的手机。。。对它的感情当然是浓厚的。。。里面有我收藏了一年多的信息。。。全都是我重要的回忆。。。里边的通讯录。。。都是我朋友们的电话。。。里面的照片，每一张都有不同的故事，提醒着我每一天每一夜。。。里边的video，收藏着我这两年来经历的每件事。。。现在，我才发觉它的好。。。只可惜，一切已经过去了。。。它～成了PAST TENSE。
为何就是我？！为何？！我现在有的钱并不多！！每天的三餐耗尽了不少钱。。。很快就会用完了。。。用完了就向家人要钱。。。我不喜欢这样！我想靠我自己！不想每天都向家人讨钱！每次都要厚脸皮！我自己也不想的！钱不够用也就算了！为何要发生这种事？！要我去哪里变一个电话出来！！
缺钱缺钱缺钱！现在的我，满脑子都是钱！为何会这样？！不是我想要的。。。这根本不是我想的！可惜，生活在缺钱的日子。。。真的是件煎熬。。。吃好的，喝好的。。。都是问题。。。我不想花家人那么多的钱。。。我不想造成他们的负担。。。！！可是，话是这么说。。。但很难做到！！一天的开销。。。真的会让你满脑子头痛。。。一个星期。。。两个星期。。。每天都得熬下去。。。功课一大堆。。。都很少机会能好好睡个觉。。。杯面也曾经是我每天必吃的食物。。。可是，现在看到杯面，我只有以“吐”来形容！！我真的吃不下杯面了! Mamak！！我也不要了！！可惜，有何选择？你不吃。。。就会肚子饿。。。到最后。。。你也得吃。。。T.T。。。
为何要在这时候不见手机？？我现在的经济状况根本无法让我立刻买架手机。。。只有靠工作。。。真的好倒霉好倒霉。。。我哭笑不得。。。没有手机的日子。。。这是我的第一天。。。但人生还得继续走下去。。。就当作一个经验，一次机会，让自己凭自己的努力买一架真正属于自己的手机！
无法相信，我现在已没了电话。为何会那么倒霉？虽然那电话不是很值钱，可是那毕竟是陪伴我两年的手机。。。对它的感情当然是浓厚的。。。里面有我收藏了一年多的信息。。。全都是我重要的回忆。。。里边的通讯录。。。都是我朋友们的电话。。。里面的照片，每一张都有不同的故事，提醒着我每一天每一夜。。。里边的video，收藏着我这两年来经历的每件事。。。现在，我才发觉它的好。。。只可惜，一切已经过去了。。。它～成了PAST TENSE。
为何就是我？！为何？！我现在有的钱并不多！！每天的三餐耗尽了不少钱。。。很快就会用完了。。。用完了就向家人要钱。。。我不喜欢这样！我想靠我自己！不想每天都向家人讨钱！每次都要厚脸皮！我自己也不想的！钱不够用也就算了！为何要发生这种事？！要我去哪里变一个电话出来！！
缺钱缺钱缺钱！现在的我，满脑子都是钱！为何会这样？！不是我想要的。。。这根本不是我想的！可惜，生活在缺钱的日子。。。真的是件煎熬。。。吃好的，喝好的。。。都是问题。。。我不想花家人那么多的钱。。。我不想造成他们的负担。。。！！可是，话是这么说。。。但很难做到！！一天的开销。。。真的会让你满脑子头痛。。。一个星期。。。两个星期。。。每天都得熬下去。。。功课一大堆。。。都很少机会能好好睡个觉。。。杯面也曾经是我每天必吃的食物。。。可是，现在看到杯面，我只有以“吐”来形容！！我真的吃不下杯面了! Mamak！！我也不要了！！可惜，有何选择？你不吃。。。就会肚子饿。。。到最后。。。你也得吃。。。T.T。。。
为何要在这时候不见手机？？我现在的经济状况根本无法让我立刻买架手机。。。只有靠工作。。。真的好倒霉好倒霉。。。我哭笑不得。。。没有手机的日子。。。这是我的第一天。。。但人生还得继续走下去。。。就当作一个经验，一次机会，让自己凭自己的努力买一架真正属于自己的手机！
Monday, February 2, 2009
Finally...blogging...
Finally, there's time for me to blog here. Chinese New Year keeps everyone busy yeah...part from that, I sort of forgetting the part that all humans only have one chance to choose what best in their lives. And once they've chosed what kinda life which suits them, there is no turning back. I repeat, NO TURNING BACK & NO REGRETS.
As far I know, people at my age nowadays are mostly blinded by the power of $$$...Of course, I have to admit that money really has the power turn your life UPSIDE DOWN or even changing what is good to bad...or changing other's decision...OF course, lots and lots of money you may have the chance to lead a happy lives! However, is it so?
Got married to a rich and wealthy guy...are every girl's dreams. However, if you were married to a wealthy guy who buy you lots of gifts you ever dreamed of ...lots of diamonds and jewelleries you ever wanted but loves other chicks and babes...I ask you seriously, DO YOU LIKE THIS KINDA LIFE?
Second Example:
Got married to some guy at my age or more just because of a "sudden incidences" , with no career and personalities, having no houses, cars or even own bank accounts...having kids later on...Let my tell you frankly, THIS WOULD JUST KILL YOUR KID'S FUTURE!! DO NOT MAKE RUSH DECISIONS LIKE THIS! Mostly cases like this would just end up divorce...which there's no happy endings after 2 to 3 years. Trust me, I've seen too much.
Third Example:
Got married before having a stable amount of $$ to spend would just makes you suffer later on! LOVE ?!! What is a marriage if they just got married cz of LOVE?! If they don't have enuf $$ to support their family later on, all of this would just be a disaster!!! JUST FORGET ANYTHING BOUT MARRIAGE IF YOU DON'T HAVE $$ to support your kids! DO NOT LET THEM SUFFER!
P/S : What I mean by being able to support your family is have the ability to feed them, buy them nice clothes , subscribe an education fund, insurance for the whole family, car, house, in order to ensure that they have nothing to worry for pursueing their studies later on!!!
WARNING :
GUYS : Think before you do something.
GIRLS : Too Think before you DID something awful to yourself!
( This is the power of $$...Please don't sue me...)
As far I know, people at my age nowadays are mostly blinded by the power of $$$...Of course, I have to admit that money really has the power turn your life UPSIDE DOWN or even changing what is good to bad...or changing other's decision...OF course, lots and lots of money you may have the chance to lead a happy lives! However, is it so?
Got married to a rich and wealthy guy...are every girl's dreams. However, if you were married to a wealthy guy who buy you lots of gifts you ever dreamed of ...lots of diamonds and jewelleries you ever wanted but loves other chicks and babes...I ask you seriously, DO YOU LIKE THIS KINDA LIFE?
Second Example:
Got married to some guy at my age or more just because of a "sudden incidences" , with no career and personalities, having no houses, cars or even own bank accounts...having kids later on...Let my tell you frankly, THIS WOULD JUST KILL YOUR KID'S FUTURE!! DO NOT MAKE RUSH DECISIONS LIKE THIS! Mostly cases like this would just end up divorce...which there's no happy endings after 2 to 3 years. Trust me, I've seen too much.
Third Example:
Got married before having a stable amount of $$ to spend would just makes you suffer later on! LOVE ?!! What is a marriage if they just got married cz of LOVE?! If they don't have enuf $$ to support their family later on, all of this would just be a disaster!!! JUST FORGET ANYTHING BOUT MARRIAGE IF YOU DON'T HAVE $$ to support your kids! DO NOT LET THEM SUFFER!
P/S : What I mean by being able to support your family is have the ability to feed them, buy them nice clothes , subscribe an education fund, insurance for the whole family, car, house, in order to ensure that they have nothing to worry for pursueing their studies later on!!!
WARNING :
GUYS : Think before you do something.
GIRLS : Too Think before you DID something awful to yourself!
( This is the power of $$...Please don't sue me...)
Friday, January 30, 2009
Happy Chinese New Year and my future....T.T
It's Chinese New year...meeting our relatives and telling them that I'm studying mass communication really makes them worry about my future. My mom kept telling me to go for Maktab Perguruan cz it will give me a more stable, a good living and of course , a DEGREE...
I admit...I was abit moved by what my mom told me...and I was worried bout my future too...am I going to live with Rm1000+ salary per month after I graduate? I will. Of course...I'm abit worry of my relationship too....will it last? cz he still haven hav a career or cert...wil it last long? I'm worry lots!
I admit...I was abit moved by what my mom told me...and I was worried bout my future too...am I going to live with Rm1000+ salary per month after I graduate? I will. Of course...I'm abit worry of my relationship too....will it last? cz he still haven hav a career or cert...wil it last long? I'm worry lots!
Friday, January 16, 2009
My new life in KL...
My new life in KL...It's interesting and Challenging!!
Let me volunteer to tell u a story about the life of a country girl ...
I still remembered when I first came here I was totally blurr...luckily I met great people in my life...My housemates, classmates and my ROOMMATE ( Iyeuki ).
( Pingu-pingu and Little Lin)
Oh ya, forget to tell you all about my new nickname...All of you can call me Little Lin or Xiao Lin too^^!! haiz...how I got this nickname? hmm...because there is also another Ee Ling in my class...so, she is Da Ling or Darling...and I'm Xiao Lin...^^!! Anyway, I love my new nickname..haha...cz it makes me even cutier than before!! Fuyoh~~~~~~~~~~!!
My life here is damn interesting and fun...thnx to our seniors and classmates!! They treat us real nice...and our classmates are so friendly!! That is y all of us could get along so fast in such little time!!
Lazy....continue nxt time ba...T.T
Let me volunteer to tell u a story about the life of a country girl ...
I still remembered when I first came here I was totally blurr...luckily I met great people in my life...My housemates, classmates and my ROOMMATE ( Iyeuki ).
( Pingu-pingu and Little Lin)
Oh ya, forget to tell you all about my new nickname...All of you can call me Little Lin or Xiao Lin too^^!! haiz...how I got this nickname? hmm...because there is also another Ee Ling in my class...so, she is Da Ling or Darling...and I'm Xiao Lin...^^!! Anyway, I love my new nickname..haha...cz it makes me even cutier than before!! Fuyoh~~~~~~~~~~!!
My life here is damn interesting and fun...thnx to our seniors and classmates!! They treat us real nice...and our classmates are so friendly!! That is y all of us could get along so fast in such little time!!
Lazy....continue nxt time ba...T.T
Sunday, January 4, 2009
HAIYA!!!!!I TIBA CHERAS D!!!
Halo halo!!!I'm monashgirl!!^^nice to meet all of u guys!!
I TIBA CHERAS LO!!
Actually...i edi arrived here yesterday and lived here...hmm...since yesterday!!!IT's so cool man!!haha!!!
Wanna noe who am I??
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hahaha!!Blerk!!! lazy take pics jor...i bluff u de!! wakakakaka!!
anyway, I met a new fren here which is my roommate^^haha^^She's so nice n we got along well....hehe!!SYOKnya!!
hmm...oh ya!! I forget^^ nw it seems like I will always go leisure mall hang gai jor....cz the mall is jz opposite where i live...haha!!Damn near to the jambatan!!kaka...hey...dun simply think lar....go there buy daily stuffs , makanan and eat lunch ma!!aiyo, u can't aspect me to cook always?? tak da tenaga to walk tat far to buy stuffs u noe...anyway, I'm damn tired right now...jz finish bathing after whole day of cleaning job...and of course we cook our own meals^^ fish ball noodles with eggs!!^^ hmm...abit lazy to blog jor...k la...it's all for now...both of us r damn tired...and I'm looking forward for tmrw's ORIENTATION!!hehe!!Hope tat will be damn good n damn fun o!!
GAMBATHE EVERYONE!! I LOVE YA!!
Friday, January 2, 2009
FINAL Countdown...I'm going there anyway^^
THE FINAL COUNTDOWN
Hey, it's the "last day"(jz say oni lar...not real de...will come back de mar^^) for me in Sitiawan..Oh, I'll sure miss this town...^^...Firstly, I wanna thank my grandpa, grandma, daddy and mommy for being so considerate for letting me out to a foreign state to further my studies. And I appreciate very much for what they did for me^^I mean it for real!!! Besides, I really appreciate what he did for me too^^...I will sure misses the day with him ( jalan-jalan kat Giant with a trolley full of socks, utensils, gloves and all...hahaha!! )
Oh ya, not forgetting my friends' support^^ Thnx Doon for giving me the PINK TOWEL!!!I love it!!I like it so much!!THanks!!! And yet, not forgetting Yee Zing for teman me to go shopping whole afternoon and giving me tips on how to dress up!!!^^ THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!Thanks for being so encouraging and driving me to here and there just to buy my shoes!!! THANKS!!!THANKS!!!I WILL MISS ALL OF YOU!!!
And to my 2 little baby sister :
GAMBATHE IN YOUR STUDIES O!!! AND DUN MISS ME N DUN CRY ALWAYS!!!KAKAKAKA!!!
As for my new year resolution...hmm...It's still a secret for now...wakakaka!!Will tell all of you when i get to my new home!!^^ MUACKS!!!LOVE YA!!!
Hey, it's the "last day"(jz say oni lar...not real de...will come back de mar^^) for me in Sitiawan..Oh, I'll sure miss this town...^^...Firstly, I wanna thank my grandpa, grandma, daddy and mommy for being so considerate for letting me out to a foreign state to further my studies. And I appreciate very much for what they did for me^^I mean it for real!!! Besides, I really appreciate what he did for me too^^...I will sure misses the day with him ( jalan-jalan kat Giant with a trolley full of socks, utensils, gloves and all...hahaha!! )
Oh ya, not forgetting my friends' support^^ Thnx Doon for giving me the PINK TOWEL!!!I love it!!I like it so much!!THanks!!! And yet, not forgetting Yee Zing for teman me to go shopping whole afternoon and giving me tips on how to dress up!!!^^ THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!Thanks for being so encouraging and driving me to here and there just to buy my shoes!!! THANKS!!!THANKS!!!I WILL MISS ALL OF YOU!!!
And to my 2 little baby sister :
GAMBATHE IN YOUR STUDIES O!!! AND DUN MISS ME N DUN CRY ALWAYS!!!KAKAKAKA!!!
As for my new year resolution...hmm...It's still a secret for now...wakakaka!!Will tell all of you when i get to my new home!!^^ MUACKS!!!LOVE YA!!!
Monday, December 29, 2008
DAY 6...
COUNT DOWN : DAY 6
Woke up at 2pm and ... my normal days starts by watching tv prog... My dad took my mom and my baby sis to Taiping...so it's just me and ashlyn at home...Until...I got hungry and cook maggi mee by myself with a rice cooker ( practising it b4 leaving home )... hmm...a piece of advice from me , MAGGI MEE TASTE BEST IF YOU COOK WITH POTS AND PANS.
Hate to say that I'm actually falling sick these days...I wear my jacket even it's hot in the afternoon cz I'm feeling so cold!!! Mayb I'm sick already? haiz...I edi swallowed 4 tablets of vitamin C !!! I hope that I will be alright by saturday...really nid the strength u noe? ...
I also chit-chat with my grandma and show her my luggage back which I've finish packing d...( there's all food and daily stuffs...)
I miss HIM!!! T.T
Woke up at 2pm and ... my normal days starts by watching tv prog... My dad took my mom and my baby sis to Taiping...so it's just me and ashlyn at home...Until...I got hungry and cook maggi mee by myself with a rice cooker ( practising it b4 leaving home )... hmm...a piece of advice from me , MAGGI MEE TASTE BEST IF YOU COOK WITH POTS AND PANS.
Hate to say that I'm actually falling sick these days...I wear my jacket even it's hot in the afternoon cz I'm feeling so cold!!! Mayb I'm sick already? haiz...I edi swallowed 4 tablets of vitamin C !!! I hope that I will be alright by saturday...really nid the strength u noe? ...
I also chit-chat with my grandma and show her my luggage back which I've finish packing d...( there's all food and daily stuffs...)
I miss HIM!!! T.T
Sunday, December 28, 2008
The week before going to cheras...
This week...of course there's happy times and sad moments...I wish I could stay here longer enough...but longer enough isn't longer enough...Greed is in everyone's heart...Even if I got to stay here longer, I will wish to stay here for a even longer period!!!
We got to separate again...duh...I'm so sad...I know I'm kinda desperate to leave home for study...but who knows? Maybe I have a brighter future there?! However, I dislike the feeling of being far from my family, my partner and of course my friends.
COUNT DOWN FROM DAY 7 :
Ming Chong ( I manage to spell my bf's name correctly!!) helped me with my shopping list and we spend 2 hrs to buy all the things in my list at Giant...omg!! Walked here and there, finding the things and small containers so that it would be easier for me to bring soya sauce or other cooking materials to my NEW HOME...LOL...both of us were like two crazy people, pushing a trolley here and there...It was a moment that I wouldn't forget...and SURPRISE!!! We spent RM92.10 on buying groceries!!! He's so good to me...and sometimes I feel that I should care bout him more you see...yeah...I definitely will and I will sure miss him lots!!! And what makes me wanna cry is that...He helped me so muchy!! And he cares for me so muchy!! He kept asking me whether I missed any of the things in my list, and he even lend me his BESTA dictionary cz I couldn't afford to buy one...T.T!!!! I'm so touched....T.T!!
Back to my family :
I just hope that my dad and mom will stays together forever , always happy and smilling...especially my dad ( Stop marah people d!!) and my mom ( Keep on being cute ba!!)...As for my cat cat sister and my mousie sis...^^ Be good to each other and start STUDYING!!!
Frankly speaking, actually the person that I "Kan Cheong" most now is my mom...It is still hard for her to let my fly on my own wings...I know the fact that she cares for me and she will be missing me...even now it's 7 days before 'the day'...everytime we talked bout me leaving home to cheras she will be like hugging me and said that she misses me...Although I will definitely misses everyone but I still have to be strong and move on bcuz I know it's my destiny to fulfill my dream ...We only have one chance to live... I hope that my mom will be fine, my sisters will not be starving anymore ( cz i cooked for them most of the time )...my dad, he knows how to take care of himself...little brownie must be fat fat, my grandpa and grandma stays healthy always, my uncle and his family too stay healthy, my aunt also must stay healthy, my best friends all must stay healthy!! And last but not least, my dear must stay healthy and must pass your exam with flying colours o!!!^^
P/s : DO NOT LET THE FEAR STRIKES YOU, KEEPS YOU OUT OF THE GAME!!
We got to separate again...duh...I'm so sad...I know I'm kinda desperate to leave home for study...but who knows? Maybe I have a brighter future there?! However, I dislike the feeling of being far from my family, my partner and of course my friends.
COUNT DOWN FROM DAY 7 :
Ming Chong ( I manage to spell my bf's name correctly!!) helped me with my shopping list and we spend 2 hrs to buy all the things in my list at Giant...omg!! Walked here and there, finding the things and small containers so that it would be easier for me to bring soya sauce or other cooking materials to my NEW HOME...LOL...both of us were like two crazy people, pushing a trolley here and there...It was a moment that I wouldn't forget...and SURPRISE!!! We spent RM92.10 on buying groceries!!! He's so good to me...and sometimes I feel that I should care bout him more you see...yeah...I definitely will and I will sure miss him lots!!! And what makes me wanna cry is that...He helped me so muchy!! And he cares for me so muchy!! He kept asking me whether I missed any of the things in my list, and he even lend me his BESTA dictionary cz I couldn't afford to buy one...T.T!!!! I'm so touched....T.T!!
Back to my family :
I just hope that my dad and mom will stays together forever , always happy and smilling...especially my dad ( Stop marah people d!!) and my mom ( Keep on being cute ba!!)...As for my cat cat sister and my mousie sis...^^ Be good to each other and start STUDYING!!!
Frankly speaking, actually the person that I "Kan Cheong" most now is my mom...It is still hard for her to let my fly on my own wings...I know the fact that she cares for me and she will be missing me...even now it's 7 days before 'the day'...everytime we talked bout me leaving home to cheras she will be like hugging me and said that she misses me...Although I will definitely misses everyone but I still have to be strong and move on bcuz I know it's my destiny to fulfill my dream ...We only have one chance to live... I hope that my mom will be fine, my sisters will not be starving anymore ( cz i cooked for them most of the time )...my dad, he knows how to take care of himself...little brownie must be fat fat, my grandpa and grandma stays healthy always, my uncle and his family too stay healthy, my aunt also must stay healthy, my best friends all must stay healthy!! And last but not least, my dear must stay healthy and must pass your exam with flying colours o!!!^^
P/s : DO NOT LET THE FEAR STRIKES YOU, KEEPS YOU OUT OF THE GAME!!
Saturday, December 20, 2008
What defines a simple life?
As I was watching Mama-Mia...I discovered what a simple life will be...Owning a villa of your own...managing...having a kid of your own...It's like a dream come true...although it's not really defines a simple life...
What defines a simple life? Having a soulmate? Spending a life side-by-side? AND ALL WITH IT COMES WITH $$$?! Who discover the term --> MONEY$$ Anyway?!!??!?!!
What I really wants was to have a nice family of my own...A gud career...although i'm not tat kind of a career person...but that was wat i nid to do right now since i'm just going 18!!! This is what i nid to do right now...and...there's no nid to worry bout me soulmate^^cz I've already found myself a Mr. Right^^ And I'm sure we'll be fine although my parents are abit worried of our future and my future life...^^
Hmm...A simple life for me will be like living a small cottage, cook and did everything on our own...^^...Decorating the house with all the things we like...sewing my kids some nice blankets, making tea in the evening, eating toast for breakfast!! It is such a wonderful dream for me!! Unlike others, I prefer travelling on budget trips...^^...Getting hotels or even HOMESTAY programmes...which i will have the chance to experience the local life and what the locals do everyday...I love it!! I certainly dream of it!!
Although I'm too young to think of any of these, but I'm sure....a gud life needs a gud planning...and that's what I will do now...I will run my life wisely^^!! WIsh me luck!!^^
And I hope You will help me as well^^...muacks!!
What defines a simple life? Having a soulmate? Spending a life side-by-side? AND ALL WITH IT COMES WITH $$$?! Who discover the term --> MONEY$$ Anyway?!!??!?!!
What I really wants was to have a nice family of my own...A gud career...although i'm not tat kind of a career person...but that was wat i nid to do right now since i'm just going 18!!! This is what i nid to do right now...and...there's no nid to worry bout me soulmate^^cz I've already found myself a Mr. Right^^ And I'm sure we'll be fine although my parents are abit worried of our future and my future life...^^
Hmm...A simple life for me will be like living a small cottage, cook and did everything on our own...^^...Decorating the house with all the things we like...sewing my kids some nice blankets, making tea in the evening, eating toast for breakfast!! It is such a wonderful dream for me!! Unlike others, I prefer travelling on budget trips...^^...Getting hotels or even HOMESTAY programmes...which i will have the chance to experience the local life and what the locals do everyday...I love it!! I certainly dream of it!!
Although I'm too young to think of any of these, but I'm sure....a gud life needs a gud planning...and that's what I will do now...I will run my life wisely^^!! WIsh me luck!!^^
And I hope You will help me as well^^...muacks!!
Friday, December 19, 2008
I just wanna express my love to PINK!!!I love PINK!!! There's the only colour I LOVE now and ever!!!
I love pink!! Hey everyone, have u all noticed that i've transformed my blog into pink city?! Hmm...I'm looking forward to transform my entire house into PINK HOUSE!! haha!!But it is impossible...hehehe!!It's my dream...omg...imagine...whole house was painted in pink...i wonder what my neighbours will be thinking of me? A maniac? A going hysterical person?! hahaha!!
Recently, I was thinking...what is the most important thing in our life? Money$$$?? or relationships such as family, friends and partner... I still cannot get the right answer yet...It's really a hard n tough question u noe?! Am I making the right decision of supporting my partner always until he gets a suitable career? Am I making the right decision of following my own dreams? What Am I thinking?! OMG...I'm getting a headache...T.T....But I just can't throw away the fact that I love him....Of course, he's not a bad person though...he treat me nicely, respect me, a non-smoking guy, non-gambling guy...Is that not enuf to make him a perfect guy for me? I just want a simple life...I hope that my wish will come true...which is....Bla bla bla bla...( It's a secret eh!! My own secret^^) Of course, for cancerians, family, friends and partner are always da first^^.
Recently, I was thinking...what is the most important thing in our life? Money$$$?? or relationships such as family, friends and partner... I still cannot get the right answer yet...It's really a hard n tough question u noe?! Am I making the right decision of supporting my partner always until he gets a suitable career? Am I making the right decision of following my own dreams? What Am I thinking?! OMG...I'm getting a headache...T.T....But I just can't throw away the fact that I love him....Of course, he's not a bad person though...he treat me nicely, respect me, a non-smoking guy, non-gambling guy...Is that not enuf to make him a perfect guy for me? I just want a simple life...I hope that my wish will come true...which is....Bla bla bla bla...( It's a secret eh!! My own secret^^) Of course, for cancerians, family, friends and partner are always da first^^.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
A Country Girl's Diary...^^
A country girl...this is wat I was and this town is wat I used to be..but things gotta change!! And it is time for a country girl like me to explore a city life...After thinking for quite some time, I probably need to get myself on my luggage bags, writing a list of what I should bring to KL, cleaning my ROOM!!! It's so...!!! I can't decide what to bring !! It's a heck of a list!!
Like what shows in the calendar...3/1/2009...It's just after 2 weeks...and after that I will be staying at kl...as I recall my childhood here in Sitiawan, I was so
happy...wow...This is where i belong to...the place where i grow up...the place where i first noe hw to read ABC or say papa n mama^^or even 123...the place i started talking and recognise family and friendship...and the place which I met my partner...everything ...all of my memory belongs to here...
I love my family, my friends and my partner so much...Although I will be leaving here after 2 weeks...but i will cherish the moment of us being together...for so long time...although now it is time
for me to bid farewell with all of you...Must be happy although we'll be separated after secondary school!!!!!I will always be thinking of u!!
Like what shows in the calendar...3/1/2009...It's just after 2 weeks...and after that I will be staying at kl...as I recall my childhood here in Sitiawan, I was so
happy...wow...This is where i belong to...the place where i grow up...the place where i first noe hw to read ABC or say papa n mama^^or even 123...the place i started talking and recognise family and friendship...and the place which I met my partner...everything ...all of my memory belongs to here...I love my family, my friends and my partner so much...Although I will be leaving here after 2 weeks...but i will cherish the moment of us being together...for so long time...although now it is time
for me to bid farewell with all of you...Must be happy although we'll be separated after secondary school!!!!!I will always be thinking of u!!
Sunday, December 7, 2008
My diary...friday till sunday...meaningful days^^
Finally I got the chance to meet him after waiting for a month...(unaware of wat i could be if i've to wait for him next year when he's in s'pore working...sob sob....) I was so happy that day...luckily i still manage to control my tears from rolling down from my cheeks...I hold his hand...and he holds mine...I felt i wanna cry...!!!
We went out eating McDonalds on that night...hehe!! After that, he send me back home...hahahaha!!cz its edi late night liao...nid to go back jor...blek^^XD
We went out again the next day morning...at 11.30am...We ate our breakfast and he took me to boutiques and buy me clothes...I'm so touched...but i noe...i can't keep spending his money...cz i noe he worked very hard to earn a living...so, i just picked two of the dresses instead of 4 although i like them all so much...^^THen, he bought himself a T-shirt and a belt for his grandma's birthday party!!cz she's 80 edi!!! After shopping for da whole day, i sang birthday song to him...and he opened the present i bought for him^^which is a pink T-shirt^^cz i love pink...so i bought it for him so he could remember me always^^hehe. That was da most meaningful day of my life!!! After that, i followed him to where his frens belanja makan...haha!!They eat so much...6-7 dishes for only 7 people...haha!!And our stomach was so full!!!However, I nid to buy a tiramisu cake for my sisters...cz i edi promised. So i went to Paris and buy it...but when i reached home..there was no one....!!!I was so mad!!We go round and round around my taman!!hahaa!!luckily he's my bf...if not i sure got scolded by him...then we rushed to Giant to giv my sis her CAKE!!!zzz...i was so mad...i keep mumbling all the way from Sitiawan to Giant...hahahaha!! then we rushed back to da cinema so tat we could buy ourself tickets for TRANSPORTER 3!!10.15pm!!hehe^^there we met our frens which is Vick Goh..hahaha!!I hardly recognised him..ehhe^^I got back home before 12.30am...hahaha!!And my grandpa was waiting for me...hahahaha!!
Today, I woke up exactly 11.15am...i called him...my bf jz wake up from sleep^^hehe!!lolx!!And his bro told him that his grandma's birthday celebration was at 1pm!!!!!!!!!zzz....he told me it was at 7pm...hahahahaha!!Then i rushed , bathed, put on my wardrobe, make ups....haiz!!I even have to wear high heels to make me taller...cz that's the only way...T.T...hahaha!!
We arrived at Ah Hing Restaurant...His mom and his families , relatives...and of course...his grandma^^ We greet her happy birthday and she gave us ang paus...(red packets)...And we sat on the table nearby...and i sat next to his mom^^hehe!!His family was so nice to me and keep telling me to eat and eat^^hehe!!And i met his cousin Kai Wen too^^She was so stylish and cute^^hehe...^^
T.T....Rain rain go away...haiz....Unfornately it started raining around 8pm...it was pouring...raining cats and dogs...Otherwise, he protect me from the rain with an umbrella^^hehe!!I'm so touched!!!Walking under the rain...it was so romantic...I will definitely remember today^^...Walking under the rain...side by side...T.T!!! And We oso got my necklace fixed!! After such a tired day, we went to KFC^^ and ordered ourselves 2 snack plate n a regular fries!!hehe!!And we talked and talked...without realising wat time it is...but...finally i got to go home...cz if i did not...my parents will be worrying sick of me...so...its time for me to get back...
I will definitely miss him alot after today...and tomorrow...and tomorrow...and tomorrow...!!!!
Need to wait a week more before we can meet again...T.T!!I miss him!!I really do!!!
We went out eating McDonalds on that night...hehe!! After that, he send me back home...hahahaha!!cz its edi late night liao...nid to go back jor...blek^^XD
We went out again the next day morning...at 11.30am...We ate our breakfast and he took me to boutiques and buy me clothes...I'm so touched...but i noe...i can't keep spending his money...cz i noe he worked very hard to earn a living...so, i just picked two of the dresses instead of 4 although i like them all so much...^^THen, he bought himself a T-shirt and a belt for his grandma's birthday party!!cz she's 80 edi!!! After shopping for da whole day, i sang birthday song to him...and he opened the present i bought for him^^which is a pink T-shirt^^cz i love pink...so i bought it for him so he could remember me always^^hehe. That was da most meaningful day of my life!!! After that, i followed him to where his frens belanja makan...haha!!They eat so much...6-7 dishes for only 7 people...haha!!And our stomach was so full!!!However, I nid to buy a tiramisu cake for my sisters...cz i edi promised. So i went to Paris and buy it...but when i reached home..there was no one....!!!I was so mad!!We go round and round around my taman!!hahaa!!luckily he's my bf...if not i sure got scolded by him...then we rushed to Giant to giv my sis her CAKE!!!zzz...i was so mad...i keep mumbling all the way from Sitiawan to Giant...hahahaha!! then we rushed back to da cinema so tat we could buy ourself tickets for TRANSPORTER 3!!10.15pm!!hehe^^there we met our frens which is Vick Goh..hahaha!!I hardly recognised him..ehhe^^I got back home before 12.30am...hahaha!!And my grandpa was waiting for me...hahahaha!!
Today, I woke up exactly 11.15am...i called him...my bf jz wake up from sleep^^hehe!!lolx!!And his bro told him that his grandma's birthday celebration was at 1pm!!!!!!!!!zzz....he told me it was at 7pm...hahahahaha!!Then i rushed , bathed, put on my wardrobe, make ups....haiz!!I even have to wear high heels to make me taller...cz that's the only way...T.T...hahaha!!
We arrived at Ah Hing Restaurant...His mom and his families , relatives...and of course...his grandma^^ We greet her happy birthday and she gave us ang paus...(red packets)...And we sat on the table nearby...and i sat next to his mom^^hehe!!His family was so nice to me and keep telling me to eat and eat^^hehe!!And i met his cousin Kai Wen too^^She was so stylish and cute^^hehe...^^
T.T....Rain rain go away...haiz....Unfornately it started raining around 8pm...it was pouring...raining cats and dogs...Otherwise, he protect me from the rain with an umbrella^^hehe!!I'm so touched!!!Walking under the rain...it was so romantic...I will definitely remember today^^...Walking under the rain...side by side...T.T!!! And We oso got my necklace fixed!! After such a tired day, we went to KFC^^ and ordered ourselves 2 snack plate n a regular fries!!hehe!!And we talked and talked...without realising wat time it is...but...finally i got to go home...cz if i did not...my parents will be worrying sick of me...so...its time for me to get back...
I will definitely miss him alot after today...and tomorrow...and tomorrow...and tomorrow...!!!!
Need to wait a week more before we can meet again...T.T!!I miss him!!I really do!!!
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